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Carol Gee's avatar

As I sat on my front stoop a few minutes after sunset, I exhaled for the first time that day. My cul da sac was quiet as usual, except for my neighbors heading home and a black and white cat crossing the street and entering my yard. A neighbor walking for exercise, talking on her phone briefly broke the silence. While sitting there, one by one the color-changing solar lights that I had placed on both sides of my stoop came on. Lighting my both my spirit and my yard with brilliant spirals of color.

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Mariana Delgado's avatar

The scent of sticky mats and sweaty feet fills the air. I sit on a carpet, likely teeming with countless germs. I'm typing on my computer, awaiting inspiration. I make an effort to write. Anything will do. Yet this prompt is all that comes to mind. I am torn between watching the energetic children bouncing on the blue mats and focusing on my screen. My screen, thankfully, wins the battle.

Writing this makes my back tense up. My posture is like a broken, old door hinge. I’ve always carried tension in my back and neck. It doesn't help that I keep slouching over the keyboard instead of sitting up straight. But life has weighed me down lately. Making itself at home in the contours of my muscles. Pushing and pulling me down until there’s nothing left to do but breathe through the spasms.

I look at all the kids whose bodies remain untouched by the burden of the world. Flexible and loose. I haven’t felt this loose since I was a child myself. I envy their fluidity. The freedom in throwing your body in the air and knowing it’ll catch you in the fall. I don’t wish to be younger but less burdened by the weight of responsibilities. Of awkward conversations. Of painful decisions. But that’s life, I guess. One endless back spasm after another.

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